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in Friendship· Guest Post

Feeling Too Fragile For Friendship? (Guest Post by Jill E. McCormick)

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I’m delighted to introduce you to a fellow hope*writer, Jill E. McCormick. Today she is sharing from her heart about a time when she was tempted to hide when it came to friendship.

Feeling Fragile in Friendships

By: Jill E. McCormick

I load our baby and toddler into the car. Sleep deprivation has sunk into my bones, but we’re headed to Mothers of Preschoolers (MOPS) anyway with the help of MapQuest because I have no idea where I’m going in this new town.

I hope to meet one nice mom, but really, I’ll settle for any adult with a pulse who isn’t throwing a sippy cup on the floor. I simultaneously hope to meet no one because they’ll ask me how I’m doing, an innocuous question that could potentially trigger tears.

I remember this fragile moment like it was yesterday, but it was really over eight years ago this month.

Some seasons of life feel more fragile than others.

I feel fragile in times of transition, uncertainty, and newness. During seasons like these, I know that if I fall apart, I’ll break into a thousand, sharp, jagged pieces. My fragile heart sends me two equally-real and equally-opposite messages:

Sharp, jagged pieces are not conducive to healthy relationships, and I need people.

There’s tension between what I need to do (make friends) and what I want to do (hide in a corner). I’m desperate to connect but I fear falling apart.

In this tension, I can either follow the way of Jill or the way of Jesus—both equally-real and equally-opposite.

The way of Jill is to strap a mask over my fragile heart.

At MOPS, I didn’t want anyone to detect vulnerability, so I resolved to wear my all-together mask.

The more fragile I feel, the tighter the mask is secured, but it suffocates who I most truly am. This feels the best route…until it’s not.

The way of Jill is to have a one-sided friendship.

Fragile Jill can’t bear the weight of friendship or the energy it requires because, in my friendships, everything depends on me always being strong, supportive and helpful.

It’s connection on my terms, when I’m ready with answers and a clean house.

It’s configuring a facade that all is well, even when my inside is screaming that all is not.

It’s constructing my life in such a way that I don’t need your help.

The way of Jesus is to live authentically.

My mask never fools Jesus. He knows that my all-togetherness doesn’t serve me or others, and He prefers that I live healthy and whole, not hidden. He wants me to risk exposing my imperfections and to allow my feelings to come to the surface.

When you feel too fragile for friendship quote by Jill E. McCormick

The way of Jesus is a true, two-sided friendship.

What if friendship is not about me helping you but about two broken and flawed souls communing over shared humanity?

Friendship is unity in our brokenness; the understanding that it’s okay to bring our hurts, needs, and emotions to the table.

Friendship is a humility practice because I accept help from others, while not being the strong, all-together one all the time.

Friendship is not cleaning myself up on my own, but processing with others who are safe and gentle with my heart but still firm in their convictions.

Friendship is not connecting when I’m ready, but connecting in the midst of the hurt, through the call that’s more sniffling than words, and the silence as we sit on the couch and stare at our knees.

Friendship is dismantling the facade and cheering each other on. Share on X

Friendship is constructing my world in a way that makes you an integral part of my life and development.

The way of Jesus is a total gift of grace.

Peter was a fragile man after Jesus’ death. In his fragile state, facing a life without the Man he followed and loved, Peter returns to his boat, his place of comfort and familiarity.

When Jesus returns, and Peter recognizes Him. He runs toward Jesus, and he doesn’t stop to strap on his mask. Jesus makes him breakfast and asks him questions that get at his heart and remind him how loved he is.

That simple act of questions over breakfast gets me every time.

In my fragility, I need someone to bring me a cupcake with sprinkles and ask me questions. And that’s what Jesus did.

Sort of…I mean, no sprinkles.

Good friends know what Jesus knew: what we all need is presence, healing questions, and restored connection.

A fragile heart gives us the permission to not be perfect.

At MOPS, we are present and asking each other the pre-printed questions. The woman next to me bursts into tears as she shares. My fragile heart breaks for her, and I want this type of fearless woman as my friend.

In her tears, my eyes open to this truth: her sharing her hurt was my permission slip to not be perfect.

If you're feeling fragile today, let that be your cue that you have permission to not be perfect. Share on X

God gives us friendship during fragile seasons to offer help and hope.

Friendship is presence, restoration, and connection.

Love,
Jill

Author and speaker Jill E. McCormick

Jill McCormick is the writer behind jillemccormick.com, a blog where she shares common-sense grace for the try-hard girl. She loves her people, books, podcasts, and sprinkles.

Jill grew up in the suburbs of Houston, graduated from Texas A&M with a Bachelor of Arts in Journalism, and has had a crazy-awesome career.

She’s worked in professional sports with the Houston Astros Baseball Club, higher education at the University of Arkansas – Fort Smith, trucking with ABF Freight, health care at Mercy, church ministry at her home church, and now she writes words on the Internet!

Jill married her high school sweetheart Ryan in 1999. They have two daughters born 18 months apart. Most days you’ll find her with a book in her hand and earbuds in her ears listening to one of many podcasts that she follows. She starts and ends every day with sprinkles: on oatmeal for breakfast and on ice cream for dessert.

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  1. bethany mcilrath says

    October 31, 2017 at 10:32 am

    Such good depictions of friendship, thank you. I also face that temptation to one-sided friendship. And you’re right- it’s braver to be real than to put on the “brave face.” Thanks for this!

    • Katie says

      October 31, 2017 at 11:57 am

      Hi Bethany: Thanks for reading. Love what you said, “It’s braver to be real than to put on the “brave face.”

    • Jill McCormick says

      November 4, 2017 at 10:23 am

      Bethany, you’re right: it’s so easy to have the one-sided friendship. And yet God made us brave. Thank you for reading, and enjoying those sweet friendships God has given you. -jill

  2. Jill McCormick says

    October 31, 2017 at 5:13 pm

    Katie, thank you for trusting me with your readers and allowing me to share your space. What a gift!

    • Katie says

      October 31, 2017 at 5:39 pm

      Thanks so much for sharing your heart with us today, Jill.

  3. Leslie says

    November 2, 2017 at 12:15 am

    This was great, Jill! It’s just a breath of fresh air to be reminded that authenticity is best and imperfection is OK. Thank you! (And thank you, too, Katie!)

    • Katie M. Reid says

      November 4, 2017 at 9:14 am

      Hi Leslie: Thanks for reading! Hope you have a great weekend!

    • Jill McCormick says

      November 4, 2017 at 10:24 am

      Leslie, you’re so wise: imperfection is okay, and our friends need to see that we’re not always strong and together. Thank you for reading! -jill

  4. Karen Friday says

    November 2, 2017 at 11:11 am

    Powerful post on friendship, Katie and Jill. Love the analogy between “the way of Jill” and the “way of Jesus.” Christ modeled true authentic friendship for us. Thanks for these truths!

    • Katie M. Reid says

      November 4, 2017 at 9:16 am

      Hi Karen! How are you? So thankful for how Christ’s modeled friendships to us and is such a friend to us. Hope you have a great weekend!

  5. Jill McCormick says

    November 4, 2017 at 10:25 am

    Karen, it’s so easy to default to our own way, but, man, the way of Jesus is the best, most authentic, most others-based way to live! Thank you for reading. -jill

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